Learning to do things you only see others do is weird. It's like learning a new language in school, there's people who already know it and you're like how are they doing it so easily? You learn that they just keep trying, the success is not in the end, but in the process of trying. The days of struggle are the reason for the success, it's so silly and simple at the same time. Just keep at it, many people who I deeply respect happened to have an amazing idea fall into their lap purely because they wouldn't stop trying to look for it. Eventually you'll have made so many small subtle movements towards your goal that you will have an almost unpredictable advantage.
Each failure or challenge, once overcome, is not a mistake that you know not to make. One that is the result of unique challenges and failures. I'm sure you've heard the one about the man who invented the lightbulb. When asked about his many scientific failures (Of which there are many, we just don't care about those, see?) He said: “I have not failed 10,000 times—I’ve successfully found 10,000 ways that will not work.” Your mistakes don't matter to people as much as you might think.
One success can easily overshadow 100 failures. Because the dream is bigger than one failure. Nelly and Kelly Rowland did a video that showed her texting where her boyfriend wondering where he is by writing the text into the microsoft excel app in her phone, and that song is one of the biggest hits of my life.
Go on and make your mistakes, I'm off to repoen Excel and have a look around. Maybe there's a cheatcode in there somewhere. Also Shoutout Nokia phones, Anyone still using one? Or using the newer ones?